Water Planet

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Barely Making It

Starting to really doubt if I really belong here on this big strange planet. Feel like my world is topsy-turvy… wonder how things had gone so awry. I hate JC life… I just dun seem to be able to make it. Bunch of hypocrites creeping around, lagging behind everyone else, not finding time to do my work, skipping lectures, got boycotted by the bloody principal (anybody’s got that before?!), screwed up council and stuff… F*** it.
Sometimes I really feel like giving everything up…I can’t find the motivation to continue pulling through…I remember breaking down once in school, felt that I was all alone that time, felt like everything else was against me, felt so defeated…yeah.
ARGH!!… Just feel like running away from all these…

It’s me against the world.

mE posted at 1:30 PM